fascination street

alright. guess this is it. it may not seem like such a big deal that i'm going to spain for 5 weeks, but i'm freaking out. can't we just surpass all the trip anxiety and already be there? apparently not. i'm sure i've done so much that's wrong in the whole preparation/packing process. i just don't know what else to do. i'm emotionally drained.

i need to pray more than anything...