November 03, 2002
i'm a bad person. i didn't go to church today. i decided to sleep in and i woke up at one. i spent my afternoon reading books for spain. i'm in such an apathetic/blah mood today. i don't want to talk to people or answer to anyone. unfortunately, i have stuff to do tonight at 6 and 7:30 that both involve people. after that stuff, i'm coming back here to do some more work.
luke, interesting about your dream internet girl. my advice: don't get your hopes up. if you don't have high expectations, you won't be disappointed. unfortunately, this never works. sometimes the best thing to do is just to wait. sometimes you'll find the answer has been staring you in the face the entire time. i'm leaving that part of my life up to God, which is what i should've been doing all along. He is where i'll find my satisfaction. i really need to sit down tonight, read my Bible, and pray for a while. i know that's what i need.
i'm going to stop rambling for now and try to get some more work done before i have to go do stuff with people...sorry about the moodiness of this blog.